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11/20/2009
When the person who <3s you is in self denial
<3s you you what me? <3 = heart <3 = symbol of what? <3 = less than 3 i didnt want to go to school today, but my boyfriend decided i have to study. so he carried me out of my house and escorted me to his car. i need to learn some wrestling moves bcos my boyfriend is a bear. :c 11/18/2009 we have matchy watches. c: 11/16/2009 
11/05/2009 i want to be a cactus 11/02/2009 10/27/2009 don't let your imagination run wild, but i really really had to post this.  nerd ttm! hahaha and no, its not a real nudie picture.  hahahahaha C: 10/25/2009  my angel wants to sex me. angel. sex. god will hate me forever. Oh of all the things you offer, your offer of sex still must BOLD and underline. haha D: Damn you angel where is my present, your offer of sex will not suffice. frowns. *waves the tainted letter in the air! your letter is funny but, Letter alone = damn you Letter + food = okay Letter + sth else = WIN you understand how to WIN the game now? om nomnom better be a diamond bracelet next round. MUST WIN AMBER'S ANGEL. [: 10/20/2009 
10/17/2009 Went to the market w my mumz yesterday and guess what i found!!  wandered over to the flower shop to get a flower for my mumz and omg i found this! i intend to yang till its really big so its now sitting in a vase in my room. *beams Anyway back to my mumz going to the market w her is very funny. When i gave her the flower + showed her my amazing find, she was totally ump qio ing haha she said 'Oh the god is watching over me because i was going to buy a flower for prayer then he sent you to buy a flower.' Then on our way back we saw the indian cleaner and she said she's going home cos today's deepavali then my mum replied Oh! Happy New Year. and i was like whut then we had a conversation on Singapore having 4 new years. She looked really happy. (: I dont know why, but it makes me happy too :) And damnz she can walk damn fast. I really couldn't keep up w her but i think its cos i was weighed down by the super big bottle of oil. but most of the way back it was just, 'MUMMYYYYYY WAIT FOR ME' 'Ni zhuo mo zhou na mo man' 'Ni zhuo mo zhou na mo kuai' 'mumble mumble' 'Ahh wo ting bu dao ni leeee :c' And now to my dad. He's really excited about his chinese language class. He came home from class so we asked him what he learnt 'Ni yao chi shen mo? Wo yao chi niu rou' Then he *beamed* and walked into the room. ♥ ♥ ♥ Reading Smudb emails make me happy. Haha super spam, but its good spam. dragon party yesterday too we're really growing! :) I miss training. Feel weird to take a week off. 10/15/2009 Actually, I'm scared as hell on the inside. But leave the worrying to me. 10/11/2009 No other sport can make you feel so empowered and desperate in a span of 1min. (: 10/09/2009 
9/28/2009 imma sucha sucker for people who make me breakfast. even if its just bread+cheese & egg bcoz my dad's way of showing love = how much he feeds me  i was born the smallest + lightest. but after much love, i became a small ball. c: 9/27/2009 my heavy heart you fixed it up you filled it up but you left it out on your bedstand and went to sleep. now it seems, it's tipping over and you're not there to catch it. But when I need you You're almost here And I know that's not enough And when I'm with you I'm close to tears 'cause your only almost here Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered now it hurts Haven't I always loved you 9/21/2009 you haunt my thoughts i need an exorcism 9/20/2009 Feeling distant and disconnected. 
9/19/2009 my mum took a cab the cab driver went a longer route and she was really really angry cos he was mean and it was like $2 more so when he gave her back her change and didnt offer to - off the excess amount she told him 'ni gei wo xiao xin yi dian' man she felt so (to quote my mumz) 'gangstaz'. haha so to take example from my mum, NI GEI WO XIAO XIN YI DIAN NI ZE GE BU SHUO XING YONG DE HUAI NAN REN
9/15/2009 My type of guy http://sepientia.com/2009/08/lady-with-a-dog-walking-on-the-embankment-of-melbourne/ c: 9/13/2009 WHY IS MY MUMMY SO CUTE? 1) Just now she opened my door 'Moon cake time' Then i said i didnt want and she said 'Heng ah its expensive and i like to eat' 2) she bought some dvds today, guess what i found in her stash.  TOM AND JERRY IN CHINESE For herself lor, all of us are how old already. ahhahaha. ♥ Reminds me of the time i cried when i was in primary school cos i didnt want to grow up cos i thought grown ups didnt watch cartoons. 9/12/2009 I've got a packet of Lemon Splash. its like a bag of SUNSHINE and only you and i know why. c: seems like both of us are rebels. 9/11/2009  i told my mum about a mean boy who made me angry and sad today and she said, next time you walk pass him say AMITABHA. AHHHHHHHAHAHAHAHA. and my dad decided to enroll himself into a basic chinese course at the CC. my parents are really weird 9/10/2009  Dear Management Science book, You make me smile like the sun Fall out of bed sing like bird Dizzy in my head spin like a record Crazy on a Sunday night You make me dance like a fool Forget how to breathe Shine like gold buzz like a bee Just the thought of you can drive me wild Ohh you make me smile I think i just might like you you remind me of my love hate relationship with Emath. (: MS BOOK - A sense of achievement after every question. 9/09/2009 no more 9/06/2009 somedays you just feel broken and it takes a lot just to hold it all back but you slap a smile on your face and do so anyway.
9/04/2009 one year into my course, i still feel i'm in the wrong course. right school but wrong course. i would really much rather read Othello, The Great Gatsby, Murder in the Cathedral, War Poems by Wilfred Owen, Pride and Prejudice countless times over and churn out essay after essay and undergo the pressure of writing sth from a fresh point of view then do finance and MS. :c but sometimes in life you have to SUCK IT UP and MAKE THE BEST OF WHAT YOU HAVE AND WHERE YOU ARE. I CAN DO IT. I WILL MAKE LEMONADE WITH THE LEMONS I HAVE AND SELL IT FOR REVENUE. GPA >3.4 HERE I COME *waves fists in the air. 
9/03/2009  I think I can I will. 8/31/2009 ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate you i hate you i hate you 8/30/2009  mood: deflated come and take me away please. sweep me off my feet. 8/29/2009  How do you know you have the best mummy in the world? When your mummy says that she wont be able to cook lunch for you cos she's leaving the house at 7 am but secretly wakes up at 4am to cook a proper meal and doesn't ask for thanks. LOVE YOU MUMMY!  This is my mum's signature ET touch. I'm serious. 'Ay zhuo na ge ET pose' ♥ 8/25/2009 tender tender tender mym 8/24/2009
i'll be going home fucking late every damn day for at least 2 weeks. whats the damn point of planning your timetable around training timings when training timings are going to change?! MY TIMETABLE REALLY GOT FUCKED. UGHHHHHHHH TAKE MY MPW BOOK AND WAVES IT FRUSTRATEDLY. any vulgarity you can think of, you know im thinking it. 8/23/2009 Mood for the day:  TODAY i learnt not to drink soup on the couch. 400ml of Hot soup on inner thighs is a very painful experience FML. :c The week is starting again but im not ready :c thank god tmr is marketing. 1.5hrs. but next week is another week without a free day, and i'll reach home late every weekday. mon wed fri 7-9pm training. sat SPLASH! 10 - 5pm. tues thurs class till 645pm. ugh. does not want. i hope to keep sun free to stay home to mug and swim and sew. DONT TOUCH MY SUNDAY unless you want to meet me for lunch at gardens, if not i will be secretly very very upset. see tham isnt it better if i write in my poetic style. HAHA. 8/02/2009 I am not feeling well. 8/01/2009 Sometimes, you reach a point in your life where its just better to let go. No matter how badly you want it. how badly you miss it. how much you think you need it. Just let go, and not look back. so let me go. i cant if you dont. 7/29/2009 slumps onto the floor into foetal position. cramps. Hugs increase level of oxytocin -- what they call the "bonding hormone" -- in the blood which triggers a "caring" response in men and women. (By the way, our dependency on oxytocin starts quite early in life. The hormone also stimulates contractions of the uterus during child birth and the release of milk during breast-feeding.) A study conducted at the University of North Carolina-Chapel Hill indicated that heart rate and blood pressure during periods of anger or stress was lower among people who had hugged or cuddled or held hands before the stress-inducing event occurred. i miss you so much but i dont know what to do with a guy like you. :c 7/28/2009 forget me or you got to do better that this MMM MYM 7/27/2009 feeling rather docile and void today. seems like there's going to be a storm and im home alone. :c 7/13/2009 
7/08/2009 Do you know what's worth fighting for, When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away And you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide? Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, You and I When you're at the end of the road And you lost all sense of control And your thoughts have taken their toll When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul Your faith walks on broken glass And the hangover doesn't pass Nothing's ever built to last You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, You and I Did you try to live on your own When you burned down the house and home? Did you stand too close to the fire? Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone When it's time to live and let die And you can't get another try Something inside this heart has died You're in ruins One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky One, 21 guns Lay down your arms Give up the fight One, 21 guns Throw up your arms into the sky, You and I 7/05/2009 for some unknown reason i still do t&t&t bruised knees 7/02/2009 I LOVE THE WEATHER if nobody were home i would just bundle up in my blanket and mope around the house 6/26/2009  'ugh' 'whatarewedoingwhatarewedoing' 'run awaaay oh no im still here'  'you're holding me too tight, i will flatten my ears in disapproval and frown!' 6/23/2009      Us against the world. It'll be tough but we'll have each other. Together we will make history. ♥ 6/22/2009 today my dad asked if i won the race so i said the race is this week and he gasped in horror 'we will all be away this weekend'
why 'so that we dont have to go to your race' ahh you all suck 'yes of course we suck, we are the suck family' ahhhhh 6/17/2009    HAHAHAHA  'ughh i cant get up i cant get up i cant open my eyes nooo' i feel like this everyday at 4.50am  Oh won't you stay, just a little bit longer Oh let me hear you say you will (say you will) Won't you put your sweet lips to mine Won't you say you love me, all of the time Oh, oh, oh yeah just a little bit longer (whoa yeah) Now please, please, please Now hello, well are you going to c: 6/15/2009 i is be sleepy. mwarrr. 6/05/2009 i hate feeling this way. i hate that my emotions are hinged on your actions and you dont even bother i'm just background noise. 6/04/2009 bread went on a date and the first thing my dad said is IS SHE BOOBSY? IS BOOBSY EVEN A WORD ahhhhh my ears they burn I tried to do handstands for you I tried to do handstands for you Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell I tried to do handstands for you but everytime I fell for you I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh For you-ooh-ooh-ooh So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh For you-ooh-ooh-ooh. I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like.... All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees, Hot July ain't good to me I'm pink and black and blue for you ♥♥♥ t,t&tdat 6/01/2009 THE MOST WTF MOMENT IN MY LIFE. last week i went for a liver function test cos i wanted to take pills for my acne and my results came out very bad sgot/ast 167 <37 sgpt/alt 262 <41 which meant that my liver was infected so the doctor sent me for a liver scan which is $95 D: and it came out okay but i still had to test for hep a b c and hcv I WAS REALLY REALLY SCARED AND SAD OKAY. So i went to my own family doc to get him to explain it to me. and he saw my results and was like oh man so i asked if i have hep a b or c will i die at 50 and he just hahahaha lets not talk about that now LIKE WHAT so he drew my blood for a second liver function test to check + hep a b c hcv + cholesterol That was thurs so i had to wait till today for my results AND APPARENTLY IM NOT GOING TO DIE ! my second liver function test sgot/ast 41 <37 sgpt/alt 23 <41 my sgot is slightly higher than 37 but its normal and my hep a b c hcv test came back non reactive ahhhh and my doc couldnt explain why the two tests were so different cos it was only a diff of one week and it doesnt go down that fast. I'm damn happy uh. but AHHHHHHHHHH WHY WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME IM GOING TO DIE WHYYYYYYYYYY! AHHHHHHHHHH :c anyway my doc said my vaccination for hep a b should be ineffective already so he ask if i wanted the vaccination again 3 jabs over a course of a few months i said yes cos like wtf i dont wanna go through this process again and soon I WILL BE INVINCIBLE TO ALCOHOL AND SEAFOOD INVINCIBLE and yes the doctor gave me the okay to drink and eat all the alcohol and seafood in the world. okay maybe not all but most C: 5/31/2009 i can't think about stuff anymore so lets look at fish I WENT TO UNDERWATER WORLD ON SAT YAY i cant eat seafood but i can sure see and touch seafood! LOOK AT THIS GUESS WHAT IT IS!  ITS A UNICORN FISH ! ring ring hello~ AND THESE THESE ARE SEA ANGELS!!  and i got to touch a sting ray it feels like jelly and i put my hand in a tank and fed some fishes and i saw pink dolphins! YAY strange fish make me happy. but underwater world is kinda small :c ___________________________________________________________________ the thing about rock bottom is that you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders. i cant hold my world together i dont know how to do it when my hands are tied but i cant bear the weight anymore i can barely breathe bit by bit i feel my sense of being slip away every morning i wake up to a darker sky every morning i get hit by something new and it gets harder to stand up 5/30/2009 today i woke up and realised that i am nothing. what happened :c 5/28/2009 was feeling hyper today at dinner so i said lets go watch MONSTERS VS ALIENS (OMG I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS IN 3D WITH MY FAMILY I WILL BOOK TICKETS WHEN BC COMES HOMEEEEE WOO AFTER I BOOK THE TICKETS NOBODY CAN SAY NO WOOO FAMILY BONDING) and he said no. then i said what if i die tmr then he said then die lor, sometimes life is like that. WHAT looks like my plans of emotional blackmail with my fail liver to watch monsters v aliens fail. :c hahaha okay anyway, so i insisted that the whole family watch it together. then i said are you free on 27/28 june come watch my race mummy say must support me together. long pause. GO AND GET A BOYFRIEND LA. WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR BOYFRIEND. University no boy meh, what happen to all the boys?? D: my dad cant wait to marry me off lor. HAHAHA FAIL. 5/26/2009 FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ALL THE FUCK YOUS I SHOULD HAVE SAID TO YOU, YOU AND YOU TODAY MY VOCABULARY IS NOT LIMITED. SOMETIMES FUCK YOU IS THE ONLY APPROPRIATE THING TO SAY. I KNOW WHEN IM NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT AND I SAY IT WHEN IM NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT SO FOR YOU TO SAY THAT I'VE NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT WHEN I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IN EFFORT THAT IS YOU NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT TO NOTICE IVE BEEN PUTTING IN EFFORT AND THAT IS JUST FUCKED. 5/24/2009  wtf why i dont i get a balloon that is this huge too.  this will prob be me when im old except my cat wont be all wtf put me down WTF 13 hrs Saturday 10.30am - 11.30pm $80 ?! fuck im so fucking nua now. im so fucking underpaid lor. WTF 5/22/2009 yesterday my mum cooked special herbal pork soup and looked very excited. my eldest sister went to her boyfriend's house my second sister flew off to eygpt my brother doesnt like the taste of the soup my dad doesnt know there was soup and my mum is vegetarian. i had two bowls yesterday but today there's still soup and pork in the pot doesnt taste funny im almost done with the soup but wtf why are there so many pieces of pork?! my mouth is so tired from chewing. i hope tomorrow's pork tastes like yesterday's pork. 5/21/2009 hate being sick but not sick. flu and cough. thats not very bad but i cant breathe properly. but i have the urge to train everyday now. nvm went to see the doc today. checked out my face and back too. (THANKS YUANLI FOR COMING WITH ME:)) the doctor took blood to test my liver to see if it'll be able to handle the meds. and wtf the woman too so much blood. anyway this made me think about blood donation. ANYONE WANNA GO SOON? about 3 weeks from now cos i've got to wait 2 weeks after taking meds. :) i cut my hair today! gosh i feel so accomplished. oh yeaaaaa. COME ON TEAM BITCHY! 5/20/2009 my chest feels tight and hurts when i breathe :c GO TEAM BITCHY! the camp i guess was a real wake up call for me. havent been giving all that i can give. thats why my fitness is not there. i dont bother to run anymore thats why i cant run anymore i push but i dont max out. after much thought. it's race or quit. and since i cant quit now. i will just FUCK IT AND ALL OUT WHACK. I WILL UP MY FITNESS. UP MY RUNNING FITNESS AND GET BACK TO THE FAST PACK, FARTLEKS WILL BE NO KICK. I WILL UP MY ERGO TO HIT ONE OF THE BEST TIMINGS I WILL MAKE SURE THAT EVERY STROKE I PULL IS AT ITS FULL LENGTH/POWER. I WILL DO 3 PULL UPS I WILL MAKE IT TO MIXED BOAT I WILL BE ABLE TO DO THE DAMN FLYING LUNGES FOR 5 MINS STRAIGHT. AND I WILL NOT BE CHUBBY ANYMORE! Its been awhile but, ITS THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN. ITS TIME TO SHUT UP AND TRAIN. (SUAT) + FOOD BAN team bitchy starts run training on thurs at bishan stadium. Food Ban - fried food - fast food - sweets / snacks - no soft drinks - BAK KWA :c WILL YOU JOIN US IN OUR FIGHT FOR THE JUNE RACE? HOW BAD DO YOU WANT IT? 5/19/2009 make the sickness go away please :c  LOOK YUANLI LOOK A PICTURE OF YOU AND ME! :D am i black or am i white ahhh! haha i am not made out of granite or quartz maybe limestone 5/17/2009 my paddle is cracked. its not perfect anymore. its broken. just like me. 5/15/2009 ugh. cold and slow. how did i get this slow. im not cut out for this sport.
5/14/2009 its 5.23am and i should be asleep now
have to be up in about 3hrs No.7 i wanted that too No.13 i feel the same way No.17 i'll hold your hand hahaha. gosh im such a stalker. omggg. i love alex karev. ahhh swoons and gushes. ahhhhhh. i dont think i can sleep now. when is episode 23 coming out! i cant wait that long. D: 5/13/2009 HAHAHA  WHAT IS THIS DOG! WHAT! HAHAHA I LIKE. 5/12/2009 An itch you can't scratch. 5/11/2009 i came home and found my mum being a cave explorer. climbing all over the house with a torch light examining at her crystals. went to the room and when i came out she was sitting in the balcony in the dark looking at more crystals with her torch light. hahaha. i bet you my mummy is cuter than yours. :D today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. c: the boat was moving so s l o w today. 2 x 30mins with tyre. dont fall asleep dont fall asleep dont fall asleep ugh it must take a lot of will power for a snail to not fall asleep while walking. and now that we're talking about snails, it must be horrible to see someone's foot coming towards you and not be able to run away. like oh fuck its coming siam ah oh fuck no oh nonononono is this the fastest i can go oh man it is. pouts okay goodbye. it'll be like omg tidal wave. row away lai hard 10 fuck another hard 10 omg szemin up 50. nooooooo. swoosh swooshswoosh ughhh uggghh ughhhhhhh D: hahaha like whuuuut. 5/10/2009 oh my good golly gosh it sure is hot aint it. havent been sleeping well at all sleep at 12 wake at 3 run to parents room sleep on the floor wrapped in blanket wake at 430 from the thunder run to close all the windows sleep wake at 530 for training. ughhhhh. gosh i hate thunderstorms in the middle of the night scares the hell out of me :c the shutters of the balcony banging doors shaking from the wind and the wooo wooooo woooooooh sounds. why must such sounds even exist. :c i dont think my heart can survive a hurricane. 5/08/2009 HELLO PMF! HOW IS THE HUGE ASS STICKER ON YOUR THIGH? :D XOXO, BAO PS. shhhhhhhhh meifang you shuddup i give you a sticker okay. 5/05/2009  wtf MY DAD IS SO COOL. HE TOOK PART IN THE SP POLY 50. 5/04/2009 tell me what to think, do and feel.
5/03/2009  i want to feel like this again. 5/02/2009 being in love is like getting mind fucked like doing another sem of AS. i hate it. (oh the irony) it makes me think and speak incoherently. i knew from the beginning that it would be the end. its like running into a wall over and over and over again. die trying? looks like i took a fatal blow this time around. goodbye. 4/30/2009 no, im taking it back. :c 4/28/2009 I feel so untouched That I want you so much That I just can't resist you It's not enough to say that I miss you I feel so untouched right now Need you so much somehow I can't forget you I've gone crazy from the moment I met you 4/20/2009 "Reserving judgement is a matter of infinite hope." - The Great Gatsby Aptly put. If only we all had infinite hope. OKAY ITS TIME TO RUN. RUN FAT GIRL RUN. FAT GIRL DIDNT RUN FAR ENOUGH. D: 5.2km 325calories. UGHHHH. THE TWO POP TARTS I ATE TODAY, 400 calories WHY MUST STH SO GOOD BE SO SINFUL UGHHHH. NO MORE POP TARTS. 100 sit ups 100 triceps 50 hamstring failed training today. I WILL DO MORE TMR. (: FEELING DETERMINED AND HEALTHY! OHHHHHH YEAAAAH! 4/18/2009 fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck why am i such a failure this sem. i cant deal with being a failure. apparently I FAIL as an individual. ugh. im too distraught to continue my twc. 4/16/2009              2 more days! HELL YEAHHH! 4/15/2009 Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.YUANLI THIS IS FOR YOU! HAHA. AND YUANLI Who will be your future Mr Right? Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft pfffffft im not an airhead but all that goes on in my head is pffffffffffft. pfffffft stats. pfffft twc. pffffffft. 4/13/2009 ruined my life in a day. :c 4/12/2009 getting mind fucked by analytical skills. 4/11/2009 You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down.. You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down.. i just can't get it out of my head. boy, this song is all i think about. everyone went out to lunch so i'm sitting in the classroom alone now being the super sexy security. and yes, i do touch up my make up with the aid of my web cam when you're all away.  c: haha. gawd im so bored.  HAHAHA SMU WINS LOR. CHEAT CHAT. i dont know why but i find this very amusing. GOOD JOB SCD. 4/09/2009 I FUCKING HATE FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING Can you help me remember how to smile Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded Life's mystery seems so faded 
4/08/2009 Studying is such a bother.  Really.  but everyone should still come to smu. bcos we get study week WELFARE PACKS :)  ohhh yeaaaaaa.  I LOVE SMU! what else is great? empty classrooms opened for studying. what's greater? flooding the room with dragonboaters. <3 yr 1s, 2, 3, 4, and even master students :) + MIXED boat training in the morning + breakfast at MACs + lunch with vbf FAN-FREAKING-TASTIC! If i died today, i'd die happy. ♥ 4/07/2009 i keep running away but you keep pulling me back stop pulling me back you skank one word to describe me now. FAIL. haha. _____________________________________________________ | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||